I try to connect my musical ideas to my idea of musical rainforest - it means, intense sounds and noises surround the listener, and one can feel himself like walking in the forest and noticing sudden strange sound sources on his way.
It’s important to find balance between emotion and clearly structured handwork. Sometimes one part weights more than the other. Little unbalance can also be exciting... Best if all is not predictable, otherwise it’s not art anymore. It doesn’t mean to throw out technical skills and only lie on emotions. Technical skills give you freedom to express yourself.
I sometimes compare myself to a seashell or a snail. Both have a home to hide in. Sometimes the shell is enclosed. I also feel that I tend to go to extremes when communicating, and sometimes there are periods when my sea shell remains closed for long periods of time and I find it difficult to open myself to the world. So it's hard to coax me out of my shell, it closes up again after a few tries.